for baldies^^

will you still love me?
though i'll be bald
without my mane
it will be so cold

round and pricky

three, two, one

without my hair

reflects the sun

though other guys

might look like me

will i be the one

you'll always see

please love me, still
i hope you do
though i'll be bald
i'll still love you..

hehe^^,

chu'nia

Julie Ann Copo

ahhh~ what a name...last night i was taken a back for years to the day that i first met her...hehe, that day was so funny!, i somehow tried to flirt with her ^^, but that intention seem to disappear as soon as i started talking to her, and in the end, she became one of my closest friend...we somehow grew up together, and made changes in our life.

she looked great last night! she change a little bit but her down to earth personality always steal people's heart...hehe...i actually have a lot of things to ask and share with you but, a night wont be enough for all of that...i hope we can meet again someday! MISS YOU a lot! don't ever change ya, and remember us here...all the best to you!

17.4.2009!!

!!! today is a great day!! hehe,...the school's "Hari Kecemerlangan" was held at Pusat Kebudayaan,...well, my day started when i set foot on the front gate...then met some friends along the way and continued to the hall...chat a bit, then, i saw my dearest close friend came, sweating...haiya, why dint u call, i could have fetch you or walk with you...- -"'...snapped a few picture for redaksi then went backstage!..

huhu, i was so nervous about our performance...the "Bad Boy"' dance...so, change my cloth, put some make-up on, thanks Mathilda! and rehearse our dance...when our performance was announced, the nervousness and high spirit to perform arose in an amazing way! haha! so excited!, in the end we had a blast! wish i could perform again! hehehe...

'we did it guys!'

going to take a nap now, so tired cleaning the hall, staking up the chairs, carrying the plants back to the school and arrange each one...sigh...

well, there are a few pictures taken but I'll post it later...until then, H.A.N.D!

[aning, eap, rudolf, bali a.k.a Rain, nigel and myself]

[aning & rudolf]

[Bradley, Eap, Nigel]

[Jessy & I]

Trip to Sandakan!

we, the PBL team of SMSM had a trip to Sandakan from the 9-12 april to do an exhibition on our research about Coral Reefs as well as video conference with the PBL team from King Edward, Perak...anyway, the trip was superb!, hehe..in many ways..singing in the bus with friends, hanging out and laughing out loud. Through this trip memories from the past flashed back...from the day that I first followed the team and so especially with the slideshow in our booth.
Sadly, I missed the choreography of our dance which well, i think im not going to participate..sorry guys...

oh!, and i feel guilty!! sigh...because im holding "one" of the webcam that Mr. S took!...he was insane!, the day before our last day, he opened his laptop bag, and simply pulled 2 webcam cables and 2 headphones i guess into his bag...no one realise except for me and Mr. Colnism. Then, when we're back in our room, he gave one to me...- -"'...oh, we stayed in Tyng Garden Hotel by the way...hehe, i miss staying there...hurm...^^

after Easter mass at St. Mary we saw these "men"!! in women's outfit!!..wow!, they look terrifying!, I still have the trauma since four years ago!! whoa...but this one is worst...beyond worst...not only they have long straight hair, but they also got ASSETS!! eww, that was disturbing and disgusting...of all places they "sale" their so called "dignity" near the church!! Crazy...

Oh ya, and after the mass we were searching for some food stall to have our dinner, but it was 10.30, i guess,.. the shops are all closed...except for VedaBlu...so, we went in and ordered some spaghetti..yumm! ^^

for certain reason, i fought with my whole life just to gain power and freedom. i was kicked, i was punched, i was shot...those faces, odour and pain sail through the ocean of my mind like a ship hovering endlessly. How i hated the tremor that triggers my ferocious subconscious mind...how i left God from the picture of my life. all for a girl who claim herself, my lover...peasant, she doesn't deserve the care that I pampered her since the first time she lay on my shoulder. embracing her every moment we're together. but white lies are all that she gives me. i could curse her with all the foul words in the world...forever...

why did i fell for her at the first place?...was not because as she claim herself to be but what i saw behind those blue eyes...there's a saying that goes, 'a man with his words, changes a person's life'...i was frustrated for nothing. she have her own life. condemning is a sin that not a single person should do. everything happened because of the act of God. few have foreseen these coming, but I ignored them. because i believe we'll last...

and i saw her for one last time, with the man she gave her heart to...bewildered by emotion, rummaging and rampaging as i made my way through the walls of human being...with the tip of my arsenal i cut their throat, i stabbed their chest..i took their life away one by one...helpless man covering and protecting her from my roar of anger and hatredness...blood...flowing from her chest, her heart...and a bullet through my soul...i realised now that it wasn't the money that drew her to him, not even the classic perfection of his face or the whipcord strength of his body...it was the reckless intensity...of a kind hearted man.

busy+weird+funny+happy = Day

yesterday was fun!, went to school at first..to do some PBL work and at the same time be a bad boy(haha)..kinda busy, was running here and there, getting this and that done...at first, we were suppose to go back at 9.30am but Mdm. Jen din't let us go early...so, was in the chemist lab, cutting, transferring files, laminating and talking with Ch'unia, Cewine, and Jessy :P ...its 12 and Jessy, aning, Nigel and i started our way to dongz...suppose to attend Pet's bday but, we were late!,..oh?!, what's that Jessy?..punca?..haha..ya..true..(sorry Pet)...then, once we reached kk, we straight away head to secret recipe where Pet and the rest was WAITING...(- -)"'
we ate Pet's bday cake then made our way to the cinema...going to watch "fast and furious" but the ticket for 3.45(i think) was sold out. (sorry again)...played a little pool then went to popular...we continue pusing2 look for the rite present for Cyntut'...it was 5.00 i think...then roger, jill, pet, grace danielle and jessy wanted to go back...but, I wanted to watch The Unborn...so, Jessy ended up watching the movie with me...sorry Jess ^^...before we went into the hall, something happened..this one "tabai" dude threw something(was throwing his tantrum actually) to another dude maybe...5 security guards stopped him from causing trouble...he fled with his "mates" but caught by the security again,.. that dude looks like he wanted to cry...yea, that's weak...just a tip, if you're picking a fight, don't show that you're going to cry...anyway, the movie was wicked! i was shocked for many times during the scary scene but Jessy laugh all the way...(- -)"' i know you were scared jess..hahaha...
then, continued the night at Cyntut''s bday party...it was fun!, tried my luck in few games...haha, but end up getting second place...dance a bit, laugh a lot, and disgusted a bit..hehe..

Fun March! =)

march was great!..hehe..in just one month i came across a variety of tremendous and new experiences...

nevertheless, the most unforgettable event was edible architecture..haha, it was frustrating yet funny!...after the exam, my team comprising of mr. Bali-man, Mr. nice car!, Mr. gay friend(just kidding xD), mr. Asi'!, and myself get together at bali-man's crib and start building our structure which had its fall for 3 times, luckily aunty b-man gave many ideas and help us all the way through(sorry if we caused you trouble),... we had a great structure at first, i mean yea, it really does look great!, well, for beginner i guess...an accomplishment that we could never ask for more!, but to our amazement, during D-day,...it ruined...lack of experimenting...(- -)"'

we all most forfeit when we stepped in the building where the first structure we saw was the Eiffel tower! wow!, it was beyond our league...our building's...hehe, then we went in to the room where the display was and speechless...haha!...so we went to Mr. nice car's car and was about to call it a quit...determination by bali-man helped us(gave a little encouragement) as well as ms. teach..so we did a litlle adjustment(which end up ruined) and meet up with the rest of the flock.

here are some pict..

our bird's nest.

precise detail. :P

after friday the 13th (- -)"'

err..haha(covered the wall with wafer)

then, we continue the day with some jump-shot by the beach...hehe, technique i learnt last November..oh, we teamed up with lil missy and then Mr. afok joined us and we went hangout with mr. handsome boy after ^^

hehe..

learn from chemistry, hehe..

^^