hear my mind..

if i could dim the light in the mall,
and create a mood i would..
shout out your name so it echoes in every room..

she's my sunshine in the rain

like a tall glass of lemonade,

when its burning hot on summer's day,

she's exactly what i need..

soothing like the ocean rushing on the sand,

she helps me be a better man,

shes so beautiful

sometimes i try to close my eyes,

shes exactly what i need..

suddenly my heart beating fast..

so, its you.,

i've been waiting for so long.. turn down the light,

turn down the bed,

turn down this voices inside my head..

let me cater to you,

cuz' baby this is your day,

do anything for my girl,

baby you blow me away..

tomorrow morning when you wake up,

and the sun does not appear..

i will be here,

if in the dark we lose sight of love,

hold my hand and have no fear..

i will be here,

no body gets me like,you do..

there's a mountain between us,

but there's one thing im sure of,

that i know how i feel about you now..

i miss the way the sunshine would light up your face,

i miss all the little things, i never thought that they'd mean everything to me..

i feel the beating of your heart,

just know that wherever you are,

i miss you..

and i wish, you were here..

God can you whisper,.

in her ears,.

anywhere on the way to her car..

before the wind blow her to far..

away from my heart..

speechless, over the edge im just breathless..

i never thought that i get hit,

by this love bug again..

i cant get your eyes out of my mind,

i think about your eyes all the time,

your beautiful but you dont even try,

modesty is just so hard to find...

"....." evil look :P

Magnificent, enthralling and beautiful..

Drench and haul souls into its maelstrom..

Of brown mesmerizing wonder..

Could see the charm possessed within..

Piercing with each and every single glare..

Of overwhelming yet with a fierce/blood thirst look..

Smile and the sun shine vibrantly..

Squint and the whole world turn gloomy...

Sadness, delight, irate..

Unspeakable significance lies calmly and fondly..

Afloat in its own sangfroid pose..

theguynextdoor

Adam Lambert!

American Idol season 8...its been weeks of audition and now its down to 36 contestant..
all are talented and brings different vibe than the previous season..great voice, husky voiced, high notes, and crazy attitude are some of the characteristic...
some contestant caught my eyes, and there are or will be one of my favourite singer..3 contestant to be precise. Adam Lambert, Anoop and Danny Gokey.
i find Adam Lambert the most interesting among them..he looks kinda like Joe Jonas and the MCR singer from afar..his fashion sorta' like emo-ish but suits him!..hehe..
His vocal is supperb!, he got this soft-heavy-soul voice with rock-high-pitch as a compliment...
he's a good entertainer i can tell..

check him out in any site..i've watch his performances in Youtube, "Wow!"..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZSHm4x4TGk&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYKaIWWeulI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xxA81F278Y&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvwcJUhIa0U&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5w5fI5VAo7U&feature=related

14 February 2009

sigh. It was a great day..spending time with her, and a walk to remember..
couldn't overcome my nervousness..my throat and my lips are dry..my hands shaking a little bit..wiped my sweat with 2 handkerchiefs..thoughts cannot be expressed.
how i wish i can tell her what i really ought to say..



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Tagged by Jessy

Rules :1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you .
3. Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
4. Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
5. Tag 10 people.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

thirst quenching matches

football, tennis and badminton..are the sport that i love the most..most probably because, i know some of the rules and regulation which enable me to commentate on their playing..haha..

its fun watching sportsmen play..especially if it is an intense match and match between kings and queens..

sports actually gather a majority of the people on the earth..either young or old, rich or poor, famous or ordinary, from all walks of life..they would sit and cheer for their favourite sportsmen or team..

but sometimes, these people get insane in the sense that they would create havoc all over the place when something that they don't desire occur during the play..chairs, wooden sticks, knuckles will be thrown here and there, from the house, to the food court, to the street and to the stadium..especially the stadium..wreckage here and there..causing special forces to take drastic action and the match will eventually be cancelled...and that will be unfair for some people..
sports is just another man's game..full of strategies, teamwork and action..

Go Go LIVERPOOL!! Go Go MANCHESTER UNITED!!..Go Go Rafael Nadal!, Federer, what is happening to you?!..Datuk Lee Chong Wei, show them what u got!..hehe..