Believe

Believe is a beautiful armor,
but makes the heaviest sword
like punching underwater
you never can hit who you're trying for~

St. Nicholas of the North Pole

I just came from a trip along the Milky Way.
I stopped off the North Pole to spend the holiday .
I called on dear old Santa Claus to see what I could see.
He took me to his workshop and told his plans to me.
Now Santa is a busy man, he has no time to play.
He's got thousands and millions of stocking to fill on Christmas day.
So, you better write your letter now and mail it right away.
Because he's getting ready, his reindeer and his sleigh...

Merry Christmas~ hohoho!

theguynextdoor

Permanent Love

I'd be just about anything
for you
I'll be your eyes, your watch
your radio too
but one thing for sure,
I'd be, I wanna be
your permanent love

Ninja Assasin!

This movie is AWESOME!! bloodshed everywhere, stab, slash, Kill!, death! You name it!
Ninjas Vs Military Defence! One man against hundreds! Vengeance!
and Rain, he's hot..haha! this movie is every ninja wannabe movie, well, except for the fact theres no Jutsu or anything, but theres healing and rejuvenating! thats cool. hehe.
I gotta say the story line is nice but not really clear, just like every other action movies. One thing for sure, this movie is vulgar! body parts here and there. not suitable for minors. Can't believe they publish this sort of movie. but still, 5 stars for the actions! :)

jingle~

here, comes the cold

break out the winter clothes

and find a love to call your own

You - enter you

your cheek a shade of pink

and the rest of you

in powder blue~

who knows what will be,

but I'll make you this guarantee

that, no way November we'll say our goodbyes

when it comes to December

its obvious why

no one wants to be alone

on Christmas time~

Christmas is sooon!!

hope this year wont be an ordinary one :)

My Kind of Girl

when you talk,
i cling on every word you say
when you move,
just like a breeze on summer day
when you smile,
the sky turns from grey to blue
its true, its true, I Love You :)


im not gonna find another you
never could
'cause you're the kind of girl I think of
you're the kind of girl I dream of
and my heart is telling me
that I need you in my world
because you complete me :)

The Prayer

I pray you'll be our eyes

and watch us where we go

and help us to be wise

in times when we dont know

Let this be our prayer

when we lose our way

Lead us to the place

Guide us with your grace

to a place where we'll be safe

Are you gently sleeping
here inside my dreams
and isn't faith believing
all power can't be seen


As my heart holds you
just one beat away
i cherish all you give me everyday
'cause you give me something
and i'm willing to give it a try
though I cant work out what they mean
I never thought that
I'd be in Love
with someone else's dream


denying the truth
is unbearable
simply susceptible
i swear i wont shine without her
I couldn't.

letter to Heaven

Deep in the stillness

I can hear you speak

You're an inspiration

can it be?

that you are my

Forever Love

Fly me up to where you are

beyond the distant star

I wish upon tonight

to see you smile

if only for a while

I can see you, I can hold your hands

but when faith calls it
I just wish you can hear my whispers

My prayer.

with love,

theguynextdoor

Going down memory lane :)

I had a good long chat with my mum today

a mother and son talk.. hee

Is it me, or do I find my mum's love life awkward? hehe

what makes it more awkward and weird at the same time, is the fact that the guys who flirted with my mum are my friend's dads!! I never knew...but now I do!

hahaha, ohhh, she laugh a lot while telling me her stories

but then its between me and her...so, my lips are sealed.

sorry mum, I just had to know!! i'm eager to know..hehe :)

oh! and now the picture of my late granpa is more vivid in my mind...there's so much about him that I don't know. Wish that I know more~

well, you never know when those old folks will go.. take this time to know more about them! ask them questions, secrets, anything!

make your days with them worthwhile~ God bless!~

People change.

sigh~ it hurts when the person that you once knew forgot about you..
well, i dont blame him, he was young then...back when i was in primary, there was this one kid, my english teacher's son.
he was in primary 2 and i was in primary 6...sorta' like "adik angkat" or sumthing..but, years passed, I tried to look for him, was hoping that he attend to St. Michael..but sadly, he didn't
oh well, he change a lot! mean words, mean kid. - -"
I added him in FB, and tried to chat with him saying -hey, still remember me? *smiley face*-
and guess what he said....

-no, i dont remember you...gay-
kureng...I'd like to have a few words with him. hump.

29th September

Today is a special day for 'someone'!! hee..

laugh and smile all the way!

cherish each and every moments,

every wishes~

God Bless You!

.

"1.2.3.4.5"

.

Happy Birthday Jess!! :)

.

more than words can say

my eyes are hypnotized and mesmerized by yours
my skin tingles with hair coloured Icicles
from the moment you walk to the room

my heart cries mercy
when you walk to me
to give me the daily news
my tongue hits freeze
and I can't speak to say what I want from you

my teeth can't hide away
or hibernate from you
my mind, can't concentrate on anything else in the room
my soul perspire and my voice gets higher
each time I try to speak

my knees, are trembling but still I'm standing
waiting for a moment with you
my hands are shaking and my thoughts unwinding
the right words to say to you

September :)

seen the light moves to the north
seen the sun set down on the east
people come and go
draw a picture as they leave

a picture carved within
our mind and soul
not a perfect drawing
but somehow it shows

let he be the stone
and place it on the ground
let she be the sky
clear and mild

look around you
draw the moments
paste them in your heart
and one day, although its not clear
you'll see and realize that they'd ever walked

in your life

theguynextdoor

She is love

i've been beaten down, i've been kicked around
but she takes it all for me
and i lost my faith, in my darkest days
but she makes me want to believe

they call her love, love, love, love, love
she is love, and she is all I need

and one day, we'll walk again on the sandy beach
when sunset falls, we'll stretch our arms and try to reach
the falling star from the night sky
and uncover the message it holds within

and I shall call you love, love, love, love, love
because you are love, and you're all that I need

Parachute

theguynextdoor

Sister in Christ

Thank You~

for everything

for your prayers and support

from the bottom of my heart

I thank you

:)

I love thee :)

You're my love
have faith in me
I wanna know what makes you cry
though I know what makes you smile
you're my friend, my girl, my lover
hope this'll be forever
I pray that it would be
just you and me

I think of you every night
couldn't let you out of my sight
cuz you're the apple of my eye
I can't deny

Although there might be
two of me
but know that
you're the only one for me

theguynextdoor

See the wood for the trees

once again, my mind didn't do me justice in my essay...
sigh, more practices and readings should be done!
I should go for facts next time

I shall unveil my primitive meticulous self and give in to this exasperation~

A Prison Diary

I lost count
of day and night
and lose track
of the world outside

I couldn't bear
the thoughts inside
killing another man
who were in my sight

I shall sit
and wait for it
the moment
that the flames are lit

theguynextdoor

The Art of War

when you engage in actual fighting,

if victory is long coming,

the men's weapon will grow dull

and their ardour will be damped.

if you lay siege to a town,

you will exhaust your strength.

SunTzu

Mother Hera

She's hauntingly beautiful

devoured in her own supremacy

her hallmark distinguish herself

from the gazetted surrounding

its merely susceptible

and yet remarkable

theguynextdoor

In my sanity

she thinks I can't see the smile

that she's faking

hiding behind those smile

and those eyes, crying

.

i can tell it just by a glance

i can tell her worries

her adamant feelings

her sadness

theguynextdoor

A lullaby

give up your day
give all your troubles away
count all the blessings
that left footsteps today

give in to breathing
hold all the words that you speak
give it tonight and let the hours
go to peak

give in some spaces
that has been blocking ur way
put a smile on your face
and start living a new day

whatever troubles you have
what may hurt you in ways
don't keep it in your heart
don't let them stay

Let them all go to sleep
let them all dream the nights away
and don't feel astray
because I will be there

theguynextdoor

Peng Peng was here~

I need a rainbow tonite,
But you'll have to make it rain first,
So sing me a song tonite,
Till I drop my tears on this precious Earth. :)

~Peng Peng

mend those broken pieces

i shall give you a crown
so you wont feel down
he might have broke your feelings
but bare in mind, he's no one's willings

take a moment and have a deep breath
feel the rain on your skin
mend those broken feelings
and start a new path~

theguynextdoor

for you~

I remember you in autumn leaves

In the river underneath the trees

I can feel your heartbeat in the breeze

Crossing this bridge

.

The last thing I want to see

Is doubting what you mean to me

Whom I love love love

.

come day or night

rain or shine

near or far

know i hold you deeply

and fondly in my heart

.

hold my hands just for this moment

please don't let go

let the rain and everything around us

freeze~

ccendana

theguynextdoor

Only from the heart

can u touch the sky~

~Silent Sunday~

Love

What a word...

Special word...

I've read tonnes of love definition

All are great...

But it doesn't really decribe my Love

especially for that special someone...

My, Special someone.

.

.

.

.

.

Just thinking of you...Just you..

You and Me..

thats how I picture..

Tranquility..~

'a miscellany of lovebirds'

you're always in my dreams

even when I think or close my eyes...

like a guardian angel

that never leave one's side

An angel without wings

right infront of my eyes

her stare makes me

dwell in her presence

wish I would be

flying up high in the sky

with an angel of my dream..

dreams that would come true someday...

come to reality. and make it true

peng~peng

theguynextdoor

she say, I say :)

Should i hold her hand?

Should i hold his hand?

*************

what would she say when I

hold her in my arms?..

***********

Is she the one?

the one that would lift me up

that would make my day

when its gloomy and grey

***************

and I keep on falling

everytime I think about it

falling in Love with her

over and over again...

**********

peng~peng

theguynextdoor

Dreaming with a broken heart~

when you dreaming with a broken heart
the waking up is the hardest part
you roll outta bed and down on your knees
and for a moment you can hardly breathe
wondering was she really here?
is she standing in my room?
no she's not...
cause she's gone, gone, gone...

when you dreaming with a broken heart
the giving up is the hardest part
she takes you in with her crying eyes
then all at once you have to say goodbye
wondering could you stay my love?
will you wake up by my side?
no she can't
cause she's gone, gone, gone...

word of the day!

COMPUTERIZED

(- -)"

hehe.. :P

You've got to save him! you've got to save him!!

June 25th 2009...another world entertainer sensation has left the building...

he moon walked across the stage, stunned millions with his pioneer moves and has been nominated as the "King of Pop".

yes. Michael Jackson departed from his life of fame and glory as well as controversial issue last thursday...he was attempting a comeback after years of tabloid headlines but time pass by quickly...the 50 year old wonder suffered from cardiac arrest and eventually breathe his last breath.

I am a fan of him since i was a little boy...the first singer that i ever knew...i would always move to the beat of his songs whenever it was on air...Black or White, Heal the world, Earth song, the Way you make me feel, smooth criminal...few of my fav songs...oh, what a great entertainer he was.

15th June

you struggle with a lot of things

but made it through

by persevering everything

without feeling blue

*****

one thing is true bro

i hate seeing you in sorrow

take a deep breath

and sing like there's no tomorrow

*****

the radiance of the sun

opens the door to the chosen one

and this i realise

when i look into your eyes...

*****

we miss you
we really do
wishing you all the best
and strive for success!

*****

Happy 18th birthday Bro!! ^^
wishing you all the best in everything you do and God bless you!

with love
theguynextdoor

Someone

This is dedicated to my special "Someone" :)

I never wanted a girl that wanted
Me for my name or material things
See I always hope for a girl
that´s so sure, emotionally secure
With spiritual faith
A girl that I can trust with all of my secrets
And even listen to all of my issues
A girl who never judge
Me or how I was
She deals with me strictly through love

All that I hope for a friendship that´s so pure
A girl I can talk to bout
whatever is on my heart
A girl that needs me
That trust and believes me
That wont take my kindness as
some kind of weakness
A girl who bares her soul who
is willing to let go
That wants me to lead her but
knows how to take control
And when I am feeling down
Cause things are going wrong
She fills me up and makes me feel strong

You are that someone who loves me
Through all my imperfections
You know my heart is filled with
nothing but good intentions
You are the one that told me
Long as we got us
Nothing matters
You are the one that sees the
joy through the pain
You are my light through the rain
Here and now
Girl I am saying it´s you
you´re my heart it´s you
Your that someone I can truly
say that I´ll never find
another love like you

Someone who will put up with the things
Loving me can bring
But still be there to see us through
Someone who would put up
With the strange and complicated things
Cause I would do the same for her too
Someone who I can be real with
ain´t gotta be perfect
Because loving one another is all that matters
it´s not hard to explain
So believe me when I say
That I found all of that in you

MusiqSoulchild

huhu~

what an interesting day today...well, my day started with a wonderful morning :) *angels sing*!!..hehe, then spent a few hours planting chili seeds which was very tiring although it sound easy...took shower then fell asleep on the couch...what a dream! hahaha, anyway, my mum woke me up and brought me and my sista' out...we went to the bank at first, deposit some money from piggy bank, hahaha then made our way to C.P..

okaylah, jalan-jalan here and there, my mum and sisters bought some tops? i guess..haha, i was walking around looking for food!...my appetite improved a lot since i drank the weight-gain milk, hehehe...while i was looking around in the Sabah souvenir shop, i met my best cuzzie, Russell!, haha!.."uic, apa tu di leher?" hahaha...he was walking with his girlfriend's brother...but then he went somewhere for a moment and came back asking if i can give him a lift home...i agreed then, we continue our 'jalan-jalan cari makan'...success! mission wax-possible..hehe

came back home and my mum ask me again to friend her and pay the Astro bills via using the ATM...parked near the bank and went towards the machine...so, my mum started to key in security code and all suddenly the car siren went off!, and i saw one man trying to open the car! he manage to open it cuz my mum use the remote to stop the siren and unlock the car...in the shocked state, i darted off towards the man! opened the other door and shouted, "WHAT THE HECK?!!"...and the man was like...blur, speechless and all, then i say again "WHAT THE HECK?!!, THIS IS MY CAR!"...i was going to grab him by the collar but he was shocked and quickly open the door and went out...he said, "Eh, eh?.." then my mum came by slowly, panicked, asking and the man explaining...dint clearly heard their conversation...in the end, it was just a misunderstanding and not an attempt to hijack the car...lucky for him or else... :P

03.06.09

Workers for Jesus

United we stand
Divided we fall
Gotta stick together
Catching those who fall
Gotta be tough
Gotta stand fast
We gotta be the righteous
Cause the weak won't last

Unity in Christ

We're all for one
And one for all
Jesus is the one who
Lives inside us all
He pulls us together
Our one true focus
Gotta leave our sin
Cause the sin will choke us

Trust in the world
Big mistake
Stabbed in the back
What's it gonna take
Until you realize you are blind
Jesus is the unity you're trying to find

JohanCBeetge

Inside my heart, you are the one for me

Love resides there, burning ever so brightly

Only you can I love so passionately

Visions of us together are etched in my memory

Every moment with you is special daily

Your love touches me with its warmth and sincerity

On this Valentine’s Day, let me say romantically

Undying would be my love ‘till eternity.

Aud

can one heart beat twice at once?
can one lips say "I love you" twice at once?
can one soul have two soul mates at once?

you left me obliterate once,
wondering how to breath,
and feel
the morning breeze...

are you hiding your feelings?
towards another man?
and lurk behind me
to eliminate them?

sincerity is all i ask
because I wholeheartedly
loathe infidelity...

theguynextdoor

heart of life

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws you heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way, it should
But I know the heart of life is good

hehee.. :P

ahh~...holiday morning...now, i can take a deep breath and feel the calm air, enters my body.. exhaling little by little...FREEDOM.

but, holiday morning won't be fun as you can't see your love ones or your friends...hurm...im just thinking...what should i do today?..ermm... *looking around my room*
oh!! there's a pair of dumbbell on the floor! hehe...i should give them a try!!

A single rose, can be my garden...

A single friend, my world...

LeoF.Buscaglia

Smile :D

Smile
though your heart is breaking

Smile

eventhough its aching

when there are clouds

in the sky

you'll get by

just a single Smile

shatters all sadness

cause with your Smile

i found happiness

the sun will continue to shine

if you just

Smile :)

CharlieChaplin

theguynextdoor

there's something in the way you look at me
its as if my heart knows
your the missing piece...

you make me believe
that there's nothing in this world
i cannot be...

I never know what you see
but there's something in the way
you look at me...

ChristianBautista

NOOOOOO!!!

T.T why?!..why!!...i was extremely shocked when i read Yahoo news just now...

i was going to celebrate his victory with my friends but...he lost...

yes, Adam Lambert lost...and Kris gets the crown and the title "American Idol"...no offence but, he does sound good, his(or Mia's) rendition for "Heartless" in particular, but, I wholeheartedly feel that Adam deserve the title...

sigh...i bet Noona's happy..sheehs..- -"'

Adam Lambert is still my Idol!...and he will surely be a hit in the music industry..GOOD LUCK Adam!!! ^^

cheche, this one's for you..hehe...^^

Dark Chocolates (I)

Yummy yummy
My taste buds and my tummy
Bitter sweet
Just the way i like it...

I wonder what
could be so yummy
Other than dark chocolates
Make my day bright and shiny!

i'll make a better version later on,

theguynextdoor

KAMI

I am the body
She is the head
And he is the legs...

As the tree of life branched
Together,
We held our hands
And move as one

Ups and downs
Our journey up high
Though we stumble
The ones behind

And born a miracle
Few years young...
Have 3 characteristic
All in one...

Our hearts are united
And together as one
We continued our way
Through the ends of time

theguynextdoor

Where is Heaven,

If not in the serenity of the mind,

Purity of the heart

And simplicity of the life?

SriChimnoy

With regards...

Mama...I love you...
I hated the way you treat my feelings
My thoughts and my happiness..

With a pen and a paper
I scribbled words...
Embracing you...

But mama, why?
Why do you throw them away?
Why did you lit the flame and ignite everything

Every words and every feelings
Everything
That i wish you could be...

theguynextdoor

aiya..i dont know what to write actually but i just post something...cuz someone ask me too - -"'...hahaha! just kidding...^^

for baldies^^

will you still love me?
though i'll be bald
without my mane
it will be so cold

round and pricky

three, two, one

without my hair

reflects the sun

though other guys

might look like me

will i be the one

you'll always see

please love me, still
i hope you do
though i'll be bald
i'll still love you..

hehe^^,

chu'nia

Julie Ann Copo

ahhh~ what a name...last night i was taken a back for years to the day that i first met her...hehe, that day was so funny!, i somehow tried to flirt with her ^^, but that intention seem to disappear as soon as i started talking to her, and in the end, she became one of my closest friend...we somehow grew up together, and made changes in our life.

she looked great last night! she change a little bit but her down to earth personality always steal people's heart...hehe...i actually have a lot of things to ask and share with you but, a night wont be enough for all of that...i hope we can meet again someday! MISS YOU a lot! don't ever change ya, and remember us here...all the best to you!

17.4.2009!!

!!! today is a great day!! hehe,...the school's "Hari Kecemerlangan" was held at Pusat Kebudayaan,...well, my day started when i set foot on the front gate...then met some friends along the way and continued to the hall...chat a bit, then, i saw my dearest close friend came, sweating...haiya, why dint u call, i could have fetch you or walk with you...- -"'...snapped a few picture for redaksi then went backstage!..

huhu, i was so nervous about our performance...the "Bad Boy"' dance...so, change my cloth, put some make-up on, thanks Mathilda! and rehearse our dance...when our performance was announced, the nervousness and high spirit to perform arose in an amazing way! haha! so excited!, in the end we had a blast! wish i could perform again! hehehe...

'we did it guys!'

going to take a nap now, so tired cleaning the hall, staking up the chairs, carrying the plants back to the school and arrange each one...sigh...

well, there are a few pictures taken but I'll post it later...until then, H.A.N.D!

[aning, eap, rudolf, bali a.k.a Rain, nigel and myself]

[aning & rudolf]

[Bradley, Eap, Nigel]

[Jessy & I]

Trip to Sandakan!

we, the PBL team of SMSM had a trip to Sandakan from the 9-12 april to do an exhibition on our research about Coral Reefs as well as video conference with the PBL team from King Edward, Perak...anyway, the trip was superb!, hehe..in many ways..singing in the bus with friends, hanging out and laughing out loud. Through this trip memories from the past flashed back...from the day that I first followed the team and so especially with the slideshow in our booth.
Sadly, I missed the choreography of our dance which well, i think im not going to participate..sorry guys...

oh!, and i feel guilty!! sigh...because im holding "one" of the webcam that Mr. S took!...he was insane!, the day before our last day, he opened his laptop bag, and simply pulled 2 webcam cables and 2 headphones i guess into his bag...no one realise except for me and Mr. Colnism. Then, when we're back in our room, he gave one to me...- -"'...oh, we stayed in Tyng Garden Hotel by the way...hehe, i miss staying there...hurm...^^

after Easter mass at St. Mary we saw these "men"!! in women's outfit!!..wow!, they look terrifying!, I still have the trauma since four years ago!! whoa...but this one is worst...beyond worst...not only they have long straight hair, but they also got ASSETS!! eww, that was disturbing and disgusting...of all places they "sale" their so called "dignity" near the church!! Crazy...

Oh ya, and after the mass we were searching for some food stall to have our dinner, but it was 10.30, i guess,.. the shops are all closed...except for VedaBlu...so, we went in and ordered some spaghetti..yumm! ^^

for certain reason, i fought with my whole life just to gain power and freedom. i was kicked, i was punched, i was shot...those faces, odour and pain sail through the ocean of my mind like a ship hovering endlessly. How i hated the tremor that triggers my ferocious subconscious mind...how i left God from the picture of my life. all for a girl who claim herself, my lover...peasant, she doesn't deserve the care that I pampered her since the first time she lay on my shoulder. embracing her every moment we're together. but white lies are all that she gives me. i could curse her with all the foul words in the world...forever...

why did i fell for her at the first place?...was not because as she claim herself to be but what i saw behind those blue eyes...there's a saying that goes, 'a man with his words, changes a person's life'...i was frustrated for nothing. she have her own life. condemning is a sin that not a single person should do. everything happened because of the act of God. few have foreseen these coming, but I ignored them. because i believe we'll last...

and i saw her for one last time, with the man she gave her heart to...bewildered by emotion, rummaging and rampaging as i made my way through the walls of human being...with the tip of my arsenal i cut their throat, i stabbed their chest..i took their life away one by one...helpless man covering and protecting her from my roar of anger and hatredness...blood...flowing from her chest, her heart...and a bullet through my soul...i realised now that it wasn't the money that drew her to him, not even the classic perfection of his face or the whipcord strength of his body...it was the reckless intensity...of a kind hearted man.

busy+weird+funny+happy = Day

yesterday was fun!, went to school at first..to do some PBL work and at the same time be a bad boy(haha)..kinda busy, was running here and there, getting this and that done...at first, we were suppose to go back at 9.30am but Mdm. Jen din't let us go early...so, was in the chemist lab, cutting, transferring files, laminating and talking with Ch'unia, Cewine, and Jessy :P ...its 12 and Jessy, aning, Nigel and i started our way to dongz...suppose to attend Pet's bday but, we were late!,..oh?!, what's that Jessy?..punca?..haha..ya..true..(sorry Pet)...then, once we reached kk, we straight away head to secret recipe where Pet and the rest was WAITING...(- -)"'
we ate Pet's bday cake then made our way to the cinema...going to watch "fast and furious" but the ticket for 3.45(i think) was sold out. (sorry again)...played a little pool then went to popular...we continue pusing2 look for the rite present for Cyntut'...it was 5.00 i think...then roger, jill, pet, grace danielle and jessy wanted to go back...but, I wanted to watch The Unborn...so, Jessy ended up watching the movie with me...sorry Jess ^^...before we went into the hall, something happened..this one "tabai" dude threw something(was throwing his tantrum actually) to another dude maybe...5 security guards stopped him from causing trouble...he fled with his "mates" but caught by the security again,.. that dude looks like he wanted to cry...yea, that's weak...just a tip, if you're picking a fight, don't show that you're going to cry...anyway, the movie was wicked! i was shocked for many times during the scary scene but Jessy laugh all the way...(- -)"' i know you were scared jess..hahaha...
then, continued the night at Cyntut''s bday party...it was fun!, tried my luck in few games...haha, but end up getting second place...dance a bit, laugh a lot, and disgusted a bit..hehe..

Fun March! =)

march was great!..hehe..in just one month i came across a variety of tremendous and new experiences...

nevertheless, the most unforgettable event was edible architecture..haha, it was frustrating yet funny!...after the exam, my team comprising of mr. Bali-man, Mr. nice car!, Mr. gay friend(just kidding xD), mr. Asi'!, and myself get together at bali-man's crib and start building our structure which had its fall for 3 times, luckily aunty b-man gave many ideas and help us all the way through(sorry if we caused you trouble),... we had a great structure at first, i mean yea, it really does look great!, well, for beginner i guess...an accomplishment that we could never ask for more!, but to our amazement, during D-day,...it ruined...lack of experimenting...(- -)"'

we all most forfeit when we stepped in the building where the first structure we saw was the Eiffel tower! wow!, it was beyond our league...our building's...hehe, then we went in to the room where the display was and speechless...haha!...so we went to Mr. nice car's car and was about to call it a quit...determination by bali-man helped us(gave a little encouragement) as well as ms. teach..so we did a litlle adjustment(which end up ruined) and meet up with the rest of the flock.

here are some pict..

our bird's nest.

precise detail. :P

after friday the 13th (- -)"'

err..haha(covered the wall with wafer)

then, we continue the day with some jump-shot by the beach...hehe, technique i learnt last November..oh, we teamed up with lil missy and then Mr. afok joined us and we went hangout with mr. handsome boy after ^^

hehe..

learn from chemistry, hehe..

^^

(tgndology) Tagged by Jillian

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology".

IF I'VE TAGGED YOU, PLEASE DO THIS QUIZ AND TAG SOME OTHER PEOPLE!

********FOOD-OLOGY********

What is your salad dressing of choice?
-mayonnaise, thousand island..yumm^^

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
-don't have one

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
-green apple.

What do you like to put on your toast?
-butter

********TECHNOLOGY********

How many computers / televisions set are there in your house?
-2 desktop, 2 computers, and a tv

What colour cell phone do you have?
-yellow white...

********BIOLOGY********

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
-right.

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
-i follow jillian's answer..hehe..^^

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
-an iron dumbell

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
-hehe, yea, once...by LOVE..

********BULLCRAPOLOGY********

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
-no.

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
-i like my name...won't change it for anything!

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
-depends, if its 10ml, why not..hehe..

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
-err, i don't like to wear one, i tend to get blisters in between my toes.

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
-last January...forgot to wear safety-belt..almost got sued though..

Last person you talked to?
-my mum.

Last person you hugged?
-my grandma.

********FAVORITOLOGY********

Season?
-spring

Holiday?
-year end break

Day of the week?
-saturday.

Month?
-November

********CURRENTOLOGY********

Missing someone?
-yes.

Mood?
-ordinary...

What are you listening to?
-tracks of my tears-Smokey Robinson

Watching?
-the notebook

Worrying about?
-24.4.09

********RANDOMOLOGY********

First place you went this morning?
-toilet...

What's the last movie you saw in cinema?
-street fighter, legend of chun li

Do you smile often?
-when you smile, i smile...

********QUESTIONS********

1) Do you always answer your phone?
-ermm, kinda...

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
-the operator

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
-black

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
-what?

5) Do you own a digital camera?
-nope.

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
-never...

7) Favorite Christmas song?
-the first noel, white christmas, silent night, o holy night...

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
-hehe..its a secret..:P

9) Can you do push ups?
-yup

10) Can you do a chin up?
-not really, can only do 5 times...

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
-nervous and excited

12) Do you have any saved texts?
-yea~

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
-yes!

14) Do you have an accent?
-ermm, i can make one..haha..

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
-ermm, never..

16) Plans tonight?
-sight seeing...

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
-once. my good friend's funeral..

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last day?
-in the last day?..

19) Have you ever been given roses?
-no. hehe...

20) Current worry?
-exam.

21) Current hate right now?
-none.

22) Met someone who changed your life?
-yes. and I thank God for that...

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
-smile, laughter, drink?..hehe, eat

24) What song represents you?
-i have no idea

25) Name three people who might complete this?
-ermm, i won't continue tagging...

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
-homeworks

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
-school.

28) Who was the first person you thought of when you woke up?
-eventhough after what happened, you're still on my mind...

....God loved the world so much that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not be lost but may have eternal life....

God send his Son so that through him the world might be saved [John 3:14-21]

hey people, the readings as well as the gospel during the sunset mass today open my eyes to a new truth in my life. It answered another portion of the question that has been bothering my heart and soul.

moreover, it also remind me of the song "Here I am to worship" which I used to love so much that not a night goes by without singing the song.

Light of the world,

You stepped down into darkness,

opened my eyes and let me see,

beauty that made this heart adore you,

hope for a life spent with you.

here I am to worship,

here I am to bow down,

here I am to say that, You're my God,

You're altogether lovely,

altogether worthy,

altogether wonderful to me.

monday morning

i close my eyes..
as i lay on this field of flowers..
the breeze from the east..
carries a variety of scent..
roses, daisy, lavender,..
the heaven's eye with its magnificent glow..
brighten the day..
cleanses my thoughts..

......


i can lay all day
here..on this soft and mild, grassy land..

meaningless..

sinister gentleness

i was not afraid of her roar

but whats hurting her inside

a feral look

a narrow line of blood

followed the path

of the knife

and streamed onto

her neck

theguynextdoor

would you be my...~

i got a bee in my bonnet
i dont mind it buzzing all night
cause i'll miss it when it doesn't..

i tried to be a bee
and come into your bonnet
i brought a rose along
hoping to be accepted...

i realise now your bonnet is far away
the rose was too heavy for me to carry it there
so i placed the rose infront of your bonnet
down on my knees waiting for the moment
to get an answer known to be torment...

theguynextdoor

Tagged by Joanne

The rules here are simple and easy to understand.
Here are the rules..
1. There are no rules!!
2. Just answer the questions and tag the people you want to tag

The questions..be prepared.. answer truthfully..


1. Did you get many presents last X'mas?
-ermm...present..not really..money..ya..haha...i'm mature enough to get mature present..i guess..~


2. Do you like what you got for X'mas?
-hehe yup!

3. Did you even say "Thank you" to the person who gave you gifts?
-if i remember it clearly..yea, i think i did.


4. If you can have anything in the world, what would you want?
-time.

5. Its the time of the year, your BIRTHDAY! Yay! So, you as usual want the best present for your birthday, what do you ask from your parents?
-treat me nicer this year..hehe^^

6. If you can love forever, what do you love for?
-i would certainly love my Lord, and evryone,my parents, siblings, family, "You"..in particular hehe..and yea, life itself..


7. Okay, the last yet ultimate question..IF YOU CAN GIVE ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD YOU GIVE AND TO WHO?
-ermm, i would give an apple with a note tied to its stem sayin "You're the apple of my eyes" to someone special...^^


I tag

1. Jessy
2. Bo
3. Mcarnessa

..hurt

I Hate You

How I thought you can hold my words

an eternal promise

grinning when i'm sad

laughing when im dead

a good friend you said..

theguynextdoor

wake up and smell the coffee,

sheers of delight and happiness,

warmth on the taste buds..

like the warmth on the 14th February.

brought me to paradise,

of bliss and everlasting wonder..

illuminating my mind and souls to many possibilities,

can't help it but to say..

three significant words..

I Love You

theguynextdoor

The Number Of The Beast

i read the Bible for thousand of time but never manage to read the whole book.

I'm the type that goes back to the initial page and start all over if i missed certain days..month..haha..without reading it.

yea, it will take me centuries to read the Bible. my brother on the other hand, skipped few pages and read those that he wanted to. i intended to do the same. and so i did.

He told me to read the "REVELATION". That word sound so powerful it curbs my ears.

I asked him what is it about, he told me that if i read the "REVELATION", I'll never think the same way again.

Whoa..reality check 101, it kinda sound like the end of the world. Few days passed and his words seem to disappear from my thoughts..

Then, i bought this cool book! the title is "The Last Disciple". hehe, yea, I'm into Christianity books, i like reading non-fiction. Although sort of or is fiction, but its based on non-fiction...ANYWAY, in that book, these words and numbers, caught my eyes..and thoughts..

666

The Number Of The Beast

i was pondering, isn't 666 evil?, number of the beast?, does it have to do with the "REVELATION?

yes, it has something to do with the revelation...the sum of symbol, the Greek words, Latin, 'antiChrist'...

hehe, but, until today, i haven't read the revelation yet..^^ i would look it up in the near future.

Want to know who's "The Last Disciple"?..read it yourself..somehow, the answer would surprise you..

Now, I'm on a mission to hunt for the book, "The Last Sacrifice".

oh!, and if you look at the front cover you can see 3 symbol in the middle, yes its familiar..you can find it in your mathematics syllabus. Those symbol are actually numbers, sum them up and you'll get 666.

"the center symbol gave the appearance of the writhing serpent and represented its hissing sound, and that make it truly ominous. The first letter was the initial letter of the name of Christ. The last letter was a double letter, which began the greek word for 'cross' stauros. And the symbol of the snake trapped in between the two."

tagged by Jessy

Okay, before we begin..let's get things straight first..
Read the rules and then start answering some Q's. Got it?
The questions below are all based on friendship, love, family and life.
The rules:a. Read the rules.
b. Read the questions.
c. Answer the question truthfully.
d. Tag at least 8 people.

1. What letter does your name starts with?
-

2. How old are you?
-going to be 17

3. Are you in high school or just graduated high school or in college?
-High school

4. What is the colour of your eyes?
-dark-brown

5. What is your body type? Be honest.
-normal..

6. Are you a bi or gay or lesbian or straight edge?
-depends..haha!, just kidding..:P

7. Do you believe in love first sight?
-hurm..

8. Have you ever been in love?
-hehe..yes~..

9. If you answered "Yes" in question 8, what its like to be in love?
-wake up every morning knowing you'll meet her...blew you away with every step closer...^^

10. What letter does ur bf/gf starts with?
-

11. Do you support abortion?
-nope

12. Have your heart ever been broken?
-construct it back in seconds..

13. Would you protect your friends if they're in danger?
-definitely!

14. Would you forgive your friend if he/she stabs you in the back?
-yes.

15. Are you a caring person?
-err...

16. Do you love your parents?
-YES!!!

17. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
-3 siblings..

18. Do you like having brothers or sisters?
-Yes, someone to talk with, grow up with, and fun to be with!

19. What is your favourite cursing word?
-Vena, Veni, Vinci!..hahaha..

20. Do you like to curse?
-No.

21. Which celebrity that you think is hot?
-all of them..!..hee..

22. Which singer do you think is fake?
-Jessica Simpson!

23. What can't you live without?
-myself..and many more!

24. What do you treasured most in your life?
-life itself, great moments, experiences, laughter..

25. What are your current obsession?
-ermm...none i guess..

Last Question...

26. What is your favourite colour/s?
-Green

Solution to question number 26.
Black- Loner. You have a dark soul in you and you like to be mysterious about your life.
Blue- Calmer. Damn, its hard to make you angry. Why can't you get angry for once??
Red- Protecter. You are strong and you protect the ones you loved although you know you get killed.
Green- Peace lover. Aww, i'm proud of you. You love peace and you would do anything so you can make this world a better place to live.
Yellow- Likes to smile. You like to spread joy to the world. Good for you!
White- Angel. You have a kind soul in you. You cared for the ones you love.
Pink- Sensitive. You're a soft-hearted person. You shed tears easily.
Purple- Lover. You'll fall for someone too fast. Get to know them first.

I tag..
1.Joanne Karen
2.Jez

hear my mind..

if i could dim the light in the mall,
and create a mood i would..
shout out your name so it echoes in every room..

she's my sunshine in the rain

like a tall glass of lemonade,

when its burning hot on summer's day,

she's exactly what i need..

soothing like the ocean rushing on the sand,

she helps me be a better man,

shes so beautiful

sometimes i try to close my eyes,

shes exactly what i need..

suddenly my heart beating fast..

so, its you.,

i've been waiting for so long.. turn down the light,

turn down the bed,

turn down this voices inside my head..

let me cater to you,

cuz' baby this is your day,

do anything for my girl,

baby you blow me away..

tomorrow morning when you wake up,

and the sun does not appear..

i will be here,

if in the dark we lose sight of love,

hold my hand and have no fear..

i will be here,

no body gets me like,you do..

there's a mountain between us,

but there's one thing im sure of,

that i know how i feel about you now..

i miss the way the sunshine would light up your face,

i miss all the little things, i never thought that they'd mean everything to me..

i feel the beating of your heart,

just know that wherever you are,

i miss you..

and i wish, you were here..

God can you whisper,.

in her ears,.

anywhere on the way to her car..

before the wind blow her to far..

away from my heart..

speechless, over the edge im just breathless..

i never thought that i get hit,

by this love bug again..

i cant get your eyes out of my mind,

i think about your eyes all the time,

your beautiful but you dont even try,

modesty is just so hard to find...

"....." evil look :P

Magnificent, enthralling and beautiful..

Drench and haul souls into its maelstrom..

Of brown mesmerizing wonder..

Could see the charm possessed within..

Piercing with each and every single glare..

Of overwhelming yet with a fierce/blood thirst look..

Smile and the sun shine vibrantly..

Squint and the whole world turn gloomy...

Sadness, delight, irate..

Unspeakable significance lies calmly and fondly..

Afloat in its own sangfroid pose..

theguynextdoor